I am alive, I'm just not all that creative right now. I am currently co-writing a rockband 2 inspired story with my friend but that is off and on. Not to mention, we really have absolutly no plot in mind right now. Here's the link if you're interested:

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Otherwise, college is a huge workload. I am already two weeks behind in my homework and school just started. My mom is an idiot and my financial situation is going down the drain.

I am currently looking for either a second or a third job. I am currently juggling two job possiblities for my second job. One is a steady job, 7.5 hours a week at 7.50 an hour. which is about 50 dollars a day. I don't really want to do this job. The other is a baby sitting job, twice a week, 10-15 an hour for 6 or so hours a week. If I get this job now, it might open the possiblity for a job through summer making somewhere around 300 a week, which would be amazing. Overall, the jobs are equal-ish. And this would also leave me open with more hours at the restaurant I am also working at. Problem is, I currently have no security at. My boss called me after a month of being mad at me and asked me to work. I thought I was on the verge of being fired. Now, I am almost afraid to call and see if I am on the schedule for this week. It would be great if I was. I love this job and it defintely comes with a lot of pluses... like 20% off sushi... being able to practice my japanese... and just really good co-workers compared to my old job which I quit for this one. I can only hope that he has put my back on a regular schedule and that I can also get this baby sitting job that would open up a lot of possiblities for me when I need this financial aid. I just don't want to do that other job.

Anyways, that's about it. I'm hoping to get another spurt of creativity to continue the story.

Buuuutttt.... Enough complaining. Just letting you guys know I'm alive. And hey, if you have any advice on what I should do, please let me know.